This interstitial space between pre-diabetic and full blown diabetes is frustrating and infuriating. Cystic fibrosis related diabetes is its own category- not type one, not type 2. We were born with pancreases that don’t work, and every day it just works a little bit less. Looking up my levels, I’m still not in the diabetes range, but I rarely feel good. Everything sets off a blood sugar roller coaster. I don’t want to reside in this space of feeling like shit, but not being able to do much about it. 

It’s just been so much bad health news. I need a hug.